Is it wrong if I feel the urge to say
It's time to call this whole thing a day
It's not that I'm not having a good time
It's that I can't begin to live a lie

Is it bad if I said I've given it some thought
Some time to think it over, I've been here before
Is it so wrong if I tell you that I treasure what we have
But not enough to stay here walking the same path

We walked hand in hand beneathe the summer sun
We ran around like crazy kids making our own fun
You told me that I rocked your world
You told me I was an amazing girl
And I meant it when I looked in your eyes
And said you were truely an amazing guy

I hold up a shield that I refuse to let down
And I don't feel bad that its my permanant surround
In my mind I painted a picture that is set to perfection
But I don't see the brush ever heading in your direction
It's a harsh sensation to have it all so figured out
But a satisfying combination to know there is no doubt

Would you hate me if I said that I knew all this time
That I'd been contemplating misery, but a misery sublime
That I knew the words to say, but I just didn't know how
That I didn't know the time, but I had it all so figured out

We walked hand in hand beneathe the summer sun
We ran around like crazy kids making our own fun
You told me that I rocked your world
You told me I was an amazing girl
And I meant it when I looked in your eyes
And said you were truely an amazing guy

We walked hand in hand beneathe the summer rain
We talked one on one about friendships and pain
You held me close as the cars drove by
I could see you staring at me from the corner of my eye
And I meant it when I said that you made me feel insane
so please don't feel bitter as you watch me walk away